The day is here. The first reveal. Bloodwork and ultrasound on day 5--check. I've been feeling incredibly good this week! Minus extra sleepiness, but I've had a general hum of contentment all week -- save for a few moments of worry and annoyance with life. Otherwise, I am loving the beauty and complexity that is [...]
Life is a labyrinth. This one is from Sedona AZ.
Last cycle I thought about saving the supplies (the tops of the needles, the gauze wrappers, the paperwork inside each Gonal-F box,...) and using them in an expressive art piece to illustrate my journey. But this cycle, I don't feel like it. Seems like a shame that I'm not up for saving my trash and [...]
Well, I started tonight with microdose lupron. Gonal F will be added in a couple days. I'm rearranging my schedule to make room for twice a day injections. I want to be excited. I'm a little nervous. But also have a lot of trust. Big trust.
Well hello there! It has been a long time. I haven't wanted to think about infertility let alone write about it or read about it. I needed distance and space. And I need ME back. I was in such a bad place after surgery and why wouldn't I be? I gave myself space and time. [...]